disintegration

oh i miss the kiss of treatchery
the shameless kiss of vanity
the soft and the black and the velvety
uptight against the side of me
and mouth and eyes and heart all bleed
and run in thickenning streams of greed
as bit by bit it starts the need
to just let go my party piece

yeah i miss the kiss of treatchery
the shapeless kiss before i feed
the stench of a love for a younger meat
and the sound that it makes when it cuts in deep
holding it on my bended knees
the addiction of duplicities
as bit by bit it starts the need
to just let go my party piece
i never said i would stay til the end
so i leave you with babies and hoping for secrecy
slipping like this in the hole of sincerity
screaming me over and over and over
and i leave you with photographs, pictures of trickery
stains on the carpet, stains on the scenery
songs about happiness murmured in dreams
when we both of us knew how the ending would be

so it's all come back 'round to breaking apart again
breaking apart like i'm made up of glass again
making it up inside my head again
take it inside like sorrow's whole again
crushing it deep to the sound of the bone again
holding it up through the fear of sleep again
round and round and round it's coming apart again
over and over and over
now that i know that i'm breaking to pieces
i'd pull out my heart and feed it to anyone
crying for sympathy, crocodiles cry
for the love of the croud and the three cheers from everyone
jumping to the skies through the glass of the roof
through the roof of your mouth, through the mouth of your eye
through the eye of the needle it's easyier for me
to get closer to heaven than ever feel whole again
i never said i would stay til the end
i leave you with babies and hoping for secrecy
screaming like this in the hole of sincerity
screaming me over and over and over
and i leave you with photographs, pictures of trickery
stains on the carpet, stains on the memory
songs about happiness murmured in dreams
when we both of us knew how the end always is
how the end always is
always
is